Jennifer Speaks
Today I would say no to one as him. ...
—Jennifer
Jennifer speaks: Max, I met in summer. At the start he seemed me a strange boy, I don't remember as but we are us engaged couple. It was July, I was 18. He always stays at the bar, near where I went to the seaside. I had seen him to look me, later one day he arrives and he tells me: this is for you. He gave a little puppet. Titti. That of cartoons. I wanted to die. He said that I was beautiful, sweet. About this. I liked it. It was the first time that a boy did me some compliments. We have seen us in the city. He came me to take. For this, my parents and I argued. I seemed me that only he understood me. I was very happy with him. Later we have done it. I was fear. Preservative? I have not thought ever. Once I asked him: Are we careful? He was angry. I am not a stupid! Do you think that I am sick? If we are in love where is the problem? He shouted like my father. I was fear that he disappeared. Today I would say no to one as him. Later I have found out that he has been with several girls and he was always drunk. It started two Christmas ago. He was always tired. Later I disappeared. Then one day his mother to telephone me and she tells me that Max have H.I.V. He wrote a message: Sorry! I wanted to see him. However, I have not ever done. Now I do not know his condition but I know mine. Sometimes I am fine but many times, I am not very fine. With my parents, it is all right. And I? What will I do?
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